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Which is your favorite one?

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.hijab nge-hip.

ehem, drop some comment. emang siih, jilbab kayak begini sekarang lagi nge-hip. keren juga kok. tapi ribet banget makenya kalo ga kebiasaan *kayak aku* .

anyway, boljug tuh shoes-nya. mau-mau aja kalo dikasi :p

ngomong-ngomong, gambar yang ketiga itu. si mbaknya keliatan jadi pendek, gara-gara kegedean blazer mungkin ya.

i'd rather the last pict. kesannya chick banget :))

.quotequote.

"May your dreams take you.. to the corner of your smiles, to the highest of your hopes, to the windows of your opportunities, and to the most special places your heart has ever known.." - Carson Wrenn

Stay focused on your goal

and remember ...

each small step will bring you a little closer

Wannabe :)

Well, i don't know how to start this story.

I'm not a kind of nerd person or someone who always spend his/her time to read a lot of books. I'm not smart enough. I just a person who have high curiousity. I wanna know everything surrounded. What happened with this or that? What will be happened if this thing's combined with this one?

And that's why I have high courageous to choose engineering as my college program.

Literally, I'm not clever enough in Math or Physic. Nope. Just an ordinary student. Nevertheless, I love Science. Damn loving!! Science is so sexy i think. I like making experiments in laboratory not just doing a task or homework.

I decided to choose Industrial Engineering and Engineering Physics. Hahaaa....Do you think its nonsense? And I'll prove that its makes sense. Really, I'll be struggling to get it. I really wannabe ENGINEER!! That's my dream since I was a 6- year-old kid. When others want to be doctor, nurse, midwife etc. I shout loudly.."YES, I WANNABE ENGINEER"

.Wish you were here - Avril.

Literally, I'm not big fans of Avril. But I like her song. Its easy listening , especially this one..

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

Whoa... this song is really represent myself. I know that we're separated but not with our heart *gombal mode : ON

.SNMPTN.

Yapp...This is the real battle. Merinding rasanya kalo denger kata 'SNMPTN'. Gilaa ..saingannya itu lho se-Indonesia Raya. Bismillah...SEMANGAT!!!

After spending long time to decide the program.. Taraaaaaa . ...

Bismillah...saya yakin dengan pilihan saya. Saya berusaha untuk mendapatkannya. Setelah itu, biarlah Dia yang memutuskan. Pada akhirnya nanti, pilihan-Nya lah yang terbaik untuk saya :)

.sweet weekend.

21st May 2011.

Pagi-pagi jam 7 semangat '45 buat tryout di GO. Semangat banget ngerjain soal-soalnya. Mau tau kenapa? Karena biar cepet selesei, keburu si abang dateng dari Surabaya. Yipiiie.... Finally, I'll meet him. Setelah 2 bulan ga ketemu abang jelek, akhirnya weekend kali ini bakalan bareng abang. Akhirnya, habis ngerjain tryout langsung capcus ke MOG. Karena nungguin abang lama banget datengnya *naek kereta siih*, akhirnya aku muter-muter dulu keliling MOG.

Trus, ada telfon dari abang ''adek, ketemu di KFC ya..eh di Hokben aja". Langsung aku ke arah Hokben. Pas sampe depan Hokben si abang ga ada, yang ada malah ibu-ibu bawa trolley belanjaan. "Lah, yaopo seh abang iki? Katanya ketemu di Hokben". Celingak-celinguk di Hokben dan yang dicari ga ada wujudnya. Abis itu dari kejauhan, aku ngliat cowok make jaket item tulisan 'ITALY' di belakang sama bawa tas ransel di pundak. "Olala...itu tu abang!" Akhirnya aku buntutin dia dari belakang, trus pas deket AW aku kagetin dia.

Whoaaa...abang kok tambah ganteng siih >.< *tapi aku kemaren ga bilang gitu ke dia,ntar dianya ge-er* . Aduuh, aku dagdigdug pas mau salim tangannya ^^" .

Kangennya aku sama orang satu ini, pingin aku cubitin sampe kapok.wakakakk.

Habis itu aku nemenin dia sarapan di Hokben. Dari Hokben kita ke Mushollanya MOG buat shalat dhuhur, trus ke Tisera, ngobrol macem-macem di sana. Mulai dari SNMPTN dan blablabla...hufft~

Habis dari Tisera kita daftar online SNMPTN di warnet. Trus bikin planning ini itu. Beuhh...si abang gayanya kayak punya EO. Sok konseptor =P

tapi emang abang keren kok, ya iyalah abangku :))

Selesei dari warnet kita makan di KFC. Udah ga kuat ini perutku bunyi keroncongan minta makan. Di KFC kita makan sambil nglanjutin ngobrol Jam tanganku udah nunjukin pukul 16.00 . Huaaaa . .bentar lagi abang pulang ke Surabaya T.T ga boleh pulaaaaang. Tapi dia di sana banyak tugas *gaya yang jadi asdos sekarang.huh!*

Habis dari KFC ke Musholla buat shalat ashar trus abang pulang ke Surabaya. Hmmh.. thanks brother for this greatful weekend. Makasih juga buat T-Shirt Milannya yang kereeeeen sekali karena aku yang make :D sama sarungnya juga. Makasih ya abaaaang :))

Doain adek buat SNMPTN. Doain yang terbaik :)

Thanks my dearest abang

.potrait of me.

*narsisnya aku ya :)

Wanna grab these!

incredible watch, right?

Milan jersey. ocking stuff, man!

Damn cool! :)

SHS is going to be ended :)

Nggak kerasa kalo udah di akhir masa-masa SMA. Masa yang fuul of love, full of story *jadi inget milkstory-ku*, full of everything which i've never imagined before. Rasanya kalo mau diceritain semua di sini ga bakal cukup deh. Mulai dari jadi siswa baru. Ikutan MOS, Summer Camp di Coban Rondo, ikutan Paskibra, dgojlok senior PASMANTIG sebulan, pengibaran, trus daftar jadi squad OSIS, ikut LDKMS, panitia Fullcream *Pensi di MAN 3* etc.

Aku ga pernah nyangka SMA jauh dari ayah ibu'. Pengalaman pertama jauh dari orang tua yang membuatku sadar bahwa we need them indeed. Tanpa orang tua, kita bukan apa-apa. Orang tua yang tiap hari ngngetin kita, ngomelin kita karena mereka sangat menyayangi kita. Dan mulai SMA ini aku harus jauh dari mereka untuk belajar di sini. Di sekolah kehidupanku yang baru. Babak baru dimulai. Honestly, It's too hard for me. Awal masuk asrama sekolah aku ga begitu sedih, tapi saat melihat ibu' ninggalin aku buat pulang ke rumah, aku nggak tahan buat nggak nangis. Aku dulu masih suka ngumpet-ngumpet nangis di kamar mandi biar ga ketauan temen satu kamar. Tapi itu ga berlansung lama, karena di sini aku punya keluarga baru yang sayang aku. Thanks to Al-Baniya dan Hims :)

Kelas X sampai kelas XI aku nyoba buat join macem-macem ekskul dan organisasi. Mulai dari paskibra, OSIS, broadcast, OSIA..blablabla.
Ngrasain jadi panitia ini itu. Dimarah-marahin senior, susah bagi waktu antara sekolah, organisasi, kegiatan asrama yang full time :(
tapi itu yang membuatku mengerti pentingnya time-managing.

Aku adalah tipe seseorang yang nggak mau invisible. Yang selalu meneriakkan "Hey, this is me!". Ini aku, aku ada di sini. Yang selalu berusaha menunjukkan keeksistensian diriku. Aku nggak mau jadi 'ordinary'. I wanna be the 'it' one. Its not means kalo aku seorang yang arogan. NOPE! I'm flexible. Aku selalu berusaha untuk bisa nyambung dengan siapapun di sekitarku.

There's so much story which i cannot mention it one by one. I just want to share to others that live is how to be survivor wherever you are, whatever the condition is. Bagaimana kita bisa bertahan dimanapun kita berada dan bagaimanapun kondisi yang hadapi. Dan dimanapun itu kisa bisa memberikan manfaat kepada orang-orang di sekitar kita.

Aku merasakan jatuh bangun di masa ini. Di saat aku harus menghadapi banyak masalah, cobaan, aku ditantang untuk terus maju atau aku tetap berdiri dengan diam. I've to move forward right? YAP!!! Aku nggak mau kalah dengan keadaan. Nggak. Aku bukan tipe cewek yang sekali jatuh lalu menangisi masa lalu dan menyesal. I've to be tough!

Dan di masa inilah aku belajar bagaimana aku harus berfikir dewasa. Menyikapi suatu masalah dengan tidak hanya melihat dari satu sudut tetapi dari sudut lain.

Thanks to my Biggest Boss Allah yang hingga saat ini masih memberiku ruang untuk bermimpi dan menangkapnya. Rasulullah sang panutan hidupku :)
Terima kasih untuk orang-orang yang selalu menjadi supporter terbaikku. Ayah, ibu', adekku. You're incredible awesome impressive. We're rocking family!!! ^^
Dia.seseorang di sana yang selalu mendengar keluh kesahku. You give me your shoulder to cry on :')
Sahabat-sahabatku.terima kasih untuk semua cerita indahnya.I love you guys :*
Bu Yayuk...my best teacher ever.

Siapapun yang menjadi inspirasiku, terima kasih.

Senior High School is going to be ended. But my dream is started :)