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3 Agustus 2012

The Most Important Stranger

Can you believe that someone you never even met yet will impact your life like no other past or present can? That there’s a stranger right now out there in the world who’ll one day be the reason for those idiotic smiles whenever you think of them, your heart suddenly skipping a beat, your breath being taken away, and those sleepless nights when all you want to do is talk to them no matter how tired you are.

Someone that you have never talked to before will one day be the person you’ll want to talk constantly too. Someone that you may have never seen before will be the person that you’ll one day want to see constantly just so you can look deep into their eyes. Someone that you have never spent one second with before will one day be the person you’ll want to spend forever with.

There is a stranger somewhere out there, the most important stranger that you have yet to meet. This stranger will one day be your everything. Your soulmate. The one you will intrust your heart too. The one you that you won’t believe you ever lived without. Whether you believe in destiny or coincidence, this most important stranger is the one then you end up falling helplessly in love for. 

And I did. Two years ago, I was just a girl who had a crush on a guy. This guy had a crush on a beautiful girl. And I had to do the hardest thing that I’ve ever had to do, which was just to… wait…And, a lot of people told me I was crazy to wait this long for a date with a guy I work with but I think, even then I knew that… I was waiting for my man.

Seseorang datang dan memberi luka. Memberikan trauma. Aku menutup semua pintu. Hingga kamu mengetuk pintu yang lama tidak pernah kubuka. Tapi aku terlalu takut untuk percaya. Tetapi, kamu membuat segalanya terlihat sederhana. Dan, semuanya membuatku terus bertanya-tanya. Aku berpikir, aku dan kamu adalah sebuah kebetulan. Namun, kemudian aku berpikir, mungkin semua terjadi karena rencana Tuhan. Sesuatu menyadarkanku tentang sebuah kesempatan. Kesempatan untuk mencoba mencintai. Pelan-pelan aku menyadari, aku takut ketika tidak mendapatimu di sisi. Seharusnya kamu mengerti, mencintaimu membuatku tidak peduli apapun lagi. Kamu seperti layaknya udara, tidak terlihat, tidak teraba, namun nyata adanya. Dan, aku ingin berusaha, asalkan kamu ada. Aku mencintaimu, sekalipun itu keliru. Tidak ada yang salah dengan menjadi bahagia. Mungkin begitulah cinta, bisa mengubah semua menjadi bahagia. Aku ingin berada di sisimu untuk waktu yang lama. Jika bersamamu berarti bahagia, aku ingin berada di sisimu selamanya.

Thanks for the support, Dear. For all the love, kindness, and support that you had given to me. Good luck for everything.