It's going to be hard days for me, for my friends in Industrial Engineering. IE Days still going with so many effect. I saw some of my friend crying because of this. And for myself, actually, I feel like losing my days with what I've done in these recent days. I was busy with so many college assignments, something like official report of Manufacturing Process, Algorithms and Computer assignment, LKMM TD assignment in the last week. I'm feeling so crazy basically. I'm really tired but I've to make these things done. Sadly, I feel he's not interested enough in being cheerleader for my basic need something like hug me to relieve my pain or just told me that everything's gonna be alright. Somehow, I feel that there's a distance between me and him. Basically, I should know if he's busy with graduation thingy (thanks for asking me to accompany you in your graduation, I felt honored:), yeah he's so busy looking for job in this current time, being job-seeker makes him more emm..sensitive or kinda like that. The last, I know this is my time to solve it by myself. I have to more independent. I think he will also say that I've to do everything by myself. But wait, I still need your support, Sir. Where are you? Where's my time to talk and share about my days to you? Everyday just your story, right? I don't know. I think this relationship is going to be in comma. Feeling that I don't know exactly who you are. I'm losing you. I know that everything will not be the same again like in the past. But you should know that I still need to share each other. Yeah maybe this relationship is going to be in comma. But, our commitment is more than just feeling. I think, this is about hope, dream, and targets in our life. We might get busy in ourselves stuffs, yet we're loving each other more than we thought we do. I am just not feeling good today, and I think, I need to pray a lot more. Okay Nabila, remember, happiness and peace starts with you. Not with your relationship, or your friends, or anything. But with you :)
