enchanted

Rindu ..

Ibu'....
Ayah....
Doa ini tak putus-putus Nabila panjatkan. Semoga Ibu' dan Ayah sehat.
Nabila di sini sedang menulis mimpi.
Nabila menulis mimpi untuk saat ini dan nanti.
Mimpi untuk memenuhi janji Nabila ke Ibu' dan Ayah.
Nabila rindu.
Nabila titipkan rindu ini dalam shalat dan sujud kepadaNya.
Semoga Dia selalu menjaga Ibu' dan Ayah.

Cry Out Loud

I hate crying though. Literally, I never cry until out loud like last night. I don't know. I just feel so underpressured with everything around. Yaaa.. Be tough girl! Cliche right? But I have to. I don't want to be a fucking loser, man.

I'll always remember
it was late afternoon
It lasted forever
But ended so soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

It was late in September
And I'd seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But I was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything
Alright

I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon......
in places no one will find

In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I think i saw you cry
The moment i saw you cry
I wanted to know you

*Cry - Mandy Moore

Terserah

Terserah kalian berkata aku cengeng
Terserah apa kata kalian
Terserah..

Memang benar
Satu-satunya yang ingin kulakukan malam ini adalah menjerit
Menangis
Bukan karena aku lemah
Bukan karena aku tak sanggup
Bukan..

Tetapi karena aku sudah lelah berpura-pura kuat